I just fed up with Nik. Seriously. Pastu tadi, dah fed up dengan dia tu sempat jugak tengok page dia. Tengok gambar dia. He still wear my necklace. Nak nangis! Rasa bersalah gila kat dia. Yela selalu fikir benda bukan bukan. Kalau dia tahu ni, mati aku kena dengan dia. I'll off to Penang tomorrow for 3 days! Wehuuu! I won't tell Nik that I'm off to Penang tomorrow. Biarkan dia cari aku pulak.

Kalau kau baca ni, I macam dah fed up. Asyik I je cari you. Dah macam orang bodoh pun ada. You tak tau apa kawan kawan I cakap. I dengar, I yang sakit hati sampai nak menangis sebab perangai you yang ignore I ni. Apa salah I sebenarnya? Nak cakap I berubah? Well hello Nik Danial, you started it first. You didn't give me your attention anymore. You berubah since you balik from Taipan. I repeat, YOU'VE CHANGED A LOT SINCE YOU CAME BACK FROM TAIPAN. Dah tu, you cakap I pulak yang berubah. I macam orang gila tunggu you punya call, text bagai. Kalau you takde credit tu I faham la. Ni kalau online pun, apa salahnya kalau you IM I? I cried so many nights because of you. Almost every single fucking night. Yet, I still love you. I just need the old you. Maybe you dah bosan dengan I kan? Yeah, I know that.

Ramai orang cakap you ada perempuan lain belakang I. Tapi I tak percaya tu semua sebab I kenal sayang I macam mana, I tahu you takkan buat macam tu. Ramai cakap kita sesuai jadi best friend saja. Tapi I kept telling myself that we're meant for each other. Ramai suruh I tinggalkan you. Tapi I cakap I can't leave you because I've promised you. Ramai cakap banyak lagi lelaki lain untuk I kat luar tu. Tapi I cakap takkan ada orang yang faham aku, takkan ada orang yang nak kat aku macam Nik. Ramai cakap Nik = Dickhead. Tapi I cakap, you don't know him and don't even say that words. Ramai cakap Nik dah tak sayang kau, Kecik. Tapi I senyum lepas tu I cakap, Only God knows whats in Nik's heart. Ramai cakap ex kau yang lain lagi better dari Nik. Tapi I cakap, he is the best thing I ever had.

And sayang, for your information it hurts when you ignore me.