It's new year right now. Yeah, it's 2011 :) So, my new year resolution is to forget the past and move on. Hm. I can't lie to myself. I can't move on plus I didn't want to move on. I have to lied to him. I said,
'I don't have any feelings towards you anymore and I stopped hoping on you'
He didn't said anything not even a single word. Maybe he'd say in his mind,
'God, you finally hear me!'
Or maybe,
'Finally she realised!'
Hmphhhhhh. I don't know. I just, hmmm. So, I leaving this Sunday to Mantin. National Service! :D I'll be away for 3 months. Don't miss me. Hahahaha. Sometimes, I think that this National Service is one of ways to forget him. Do you got what I trying to said? Yeah, that's my point! Exactly! So, I'm done with packing, all the stuff that I need to bring along and I didn't bring my cell phone along. I'll left it here. With this, I hope that I'll forget him. Slowly. Shit. I guess, that's it. Gonna smoke some cigarettes before I go to bed. Chioooooooow
