January 31, 2010

I'm your biggest fan!

Him : B i nak stop
Me : Stop? Stop ape? Smoking? Bagus la tu
Him : Stop working
Me : Ha? Apesal? Give me 5 good reasons
Him : Naa, I just feel bad. That's it
Me : Cmon sayang. Kenapa you nak benti? You tak suka dengan kerja you ke?
Him : Bcoz I feel bad. That's why sayang. I can't carry on with it anymore. I feel very guilty.
Me : Guilty? Dekat sape?
Him : You. I miss you alot. It's not right with what I'm doing now
Me : B, pls. Think about yourself first. Kan I ckp I okay. You shouldn't feel guilty. Orang kerja, mmg la busy sayang. I faham b.
Him : But I'm working too long. Kesian you. I should change to other work. Yang tak lama timing dia
Me : Ya Allah, takpe la b. I tak kisah pun. I faham you keje.
Him : I tau you kisah. I'm sorry.
Me : Macam kenal je ayat tu. I tak kisah la sayang.
Him : Ayat you ah. Takpe I nak benti jugak. Lama2 tak boleh. Lain jadi b
Me : Tau ayat I. Tak payah nak benti la b. Asal pulak lain jadi b? Cakap sikit
Him : Jauh satu. Keje lama sangat satu. Paling I tak boleh is I tak bagi you attention
Me : B, you keje jela. I okay. Betul
Him : Ah, takde. You nak ke macam ni lama2? I tak nak b
Me : Sape yang nak b? You cakap sikit. Tapi you keje sayang. I tak kisah pasal your attention. As long as you love me, then I'll be fine
Him : See, you pun tak nak. Okay, dah settle. Dapat gaji, I benti. Cari keje lain. Okay? Done
Me : You ni kan. Keje je la. Kan I cakap I okay
Him : Dah2, benda dah settle. We agreed that both of us don't want it to be like this. B, is there something fishy happens while I'm away?
Me : Sape cakap dah settle? Nope. Why?
Him : Yeke? Entah ah. Cara you macam tak nak I balik je
Me : Asal you cakap macam tu?
Him : Dah tu, I nak benti keje sebab I tak boleh jauh dengan you lama2. You cakap, takpe jangan stop. Keje je. Curious ah
Me : Ya Allah. Pasal tu je ke? Hahahahahahaha gelak aku yang
Him : Entah ah. Cara you lain. Makes me curious. I expect you happy dengar I cakap I nak benti. Entah
Me : You nak benti keje yang. You expect I nak happy sebab you nak benti keje? Haih
Him : Yelah, so that I can spend more time for you. Keje I yang sekarang ni lama sangat. Sampai belas2 jam. So asik busy je. My job as a bf pun tak boleh buat.
Me : Haih, b b. Kalau you nak benti, benti. I lagi suka actually. Then you nak keje ape?
Him : Gila tak ikhlas. Terpaksa. Takpe b. I tak tau apa2 but Tuhan tau. Entah, I cari ah pape
Me : Dah pulak? Aku cakap ikhlas ni. Boleh pulak you cakap I terpaksa. Haih. Jadi driver I. Mau?
Him : Tah ah b. Nanti I dah balik, tengok ah. B, I nak tido okay? Ngantok. Nite yang. I love you so much
Me : Okay, nite2 bb. Sweet dreams. Love you too baby


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1. Bukan aku tak suka dia benti, memang tu pun yang aku nak. Tapi dulu dia penah cakap dia tak sampai hati nak benti sebab boss dia baik sangat. So aku padamkan niat aku untuk hasut dia benti keje

2. For your information sayang, kalau you baca blog I la kan. Aku tak menjalang okay. I told you so many times, dulu memang la I macam tu. Pantang nampak jantan, start la I punya gatal tapi sekarang dah lain.

3. Trust your partner. That's the most important thing. So far, dia trust aku lagi. Alhamdulillah

4. Bukan aku nak cite kat satu dunia pasal I msg dengan you, or ape yg we talked about. I nak share je. *Tapi aku rasa dia tak tau aku ade blog baru sebab aku cakap aku dah delete blog ahahahaha*

5. I'm trying to be a good gf to him that support him whatever he's doing or he's decision or pape je ah

6. Burger mekdi aku dah panggil tu. Babai

January 29, 2010

Currently, Bebear kat Damansara. Dia kerja sana. Haih. Lepas sorang sorang. Serious shit 2010 sungguh fucktup. So far la. Oh yea, aku drop IT. Means, for SPM aku amik 8 subjects je la. Tu pun bagai nak rak jenuh gila babeng aku nak manage time. Dengan Add Math aku yang macam &%@$. Haihhh. Susah ah jadi form 5 ni. Memang schledule aku penuh. From Monday till Friday. Saturday and Sunday je dapat rileks sikit. Belah malam, tuition. Balik rumah, makan then tido. Pagi esok bangun pergi sekolah. Tu la rutin harian. Penatttttttttt. Dah ah, nak mandi jap. Nak pegi tuition kejap lagi. Babai

January 24, 2010

Currently,

My life sucks right now. Depan my babes boleh la gelak gelak bagai nak rak. Kat rumah, lain pulak situation dia. Dengan parents aku yang suruh aku mengadap buku 24 jam. Kena buat kerja rumah la. Family probs, bla bla bla. haihh. Nik pulak busy sangat lately. I miss him so much. Miss the way we used to be. I miss those days. Wish I could turned back time so we can spent more time together. He's not laughing anymore. Stress la kot, kerja kan? I tried to make him laugh but, haihhh. Entah la. Bila dapat jumpa aku pun tak tau. Dah ah, ngantok. Bye. Tak tido for one whole day ni. Night2. Silap, morning

January 9, 2010

i cried almost every night because i miss you so much. i kept thinking bout you. i dreamed of you last night. i can't carry this burden anymore. please come back. i need you here.

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Ali tido sini malam ni. hahaha dengan dia punya perut tu, gelak dia. ade je benda dia nak buat. hahaha thanks Ali sebab buat aku gelak + marah in the same time :)

January 6, 2010

Nik Mohd Danial

B, rindu you. Sumpah sial aku tak tipu. I tak tau nak cakap kat sape dah. You busy sangat lately ni. Yela, dah keje kan. Memang la. Hmphh. Never mind. Sekejap je kan :'(